I then layed the rag over my face and just inhaled and exhaled repetitively. Well I poured a 'bowlpack' (personal slang) and layed on the lid of the well with my feet and head hanging over the edges. On this day, I had a particularily dirty mix of ether, I've never seen it such a dark color, EVER. I have a concrete well outside my house that was my 'place of zen' for ether abuse. The effects began to wither away from there old selves quite abruptly, though, and finally one day I did something very stupid. had stacked upon me and I began relying on my old cure too much.įor the first couple of months I did it everyday, a can or two would do for a day. Family health problems, finances, woman troubles, etc. Now I should mention I have severe depression and anxiety before I continue. I'd soon learn to regret this knowledge.Ībout six months into 2006 I hit a stressful time. So it made me confident and helped overcome hard times. It also helped me get over shyness, when I'd that out of it, you don't really worry about being embarassed or anything. It would make me delirious to my problems so that when I came down enough time had passed that I could deal with it naturally. I'd do it mainly when I was extremely upset/depressed. Now for the first couple of years or so it was a fun little drug every now and then. I'm detailing this just to show my experience with it, I did it so much I had a complete technique in doing it. I also never 'sniffed' it, I'd 'kiss the rag' as I liked to say and inhale orally. All this does is stop me from rubbing ether on my face, an important step when addiction is in the equation. Put a bandana over it, and inhale through the bandana. I'd also fold a shirt into a perfect square, pour ether on it, fold it across and squeeze it for a sec so the ether soaks evenly into the shirt. Open the top, pour the solvent, and it's there. The ether is basically clear, the other is a nasty white liquid. Turn the bottle upside down with the cap closed, and the ether and solvents then seperate. I took a Gatorade squirt bottle, sprayed starting fluid in it (preferably Snap brand, second Prestone), poured the rest with water. Quickly I mastered the method by doing the following. I began doing ether in 2003 or so using the water extraction method. I apologize for the length, but you'll find it's all relevant to the experience at hand. I noticed that there are lots of reports of 'ether binges' a la' Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, but not a true addiction story.
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